Dealing with insurance.

I just got off the phone with the insurance company, they had me waiting for a good chunk of time, listening to bad elevator music. Ugh. The closest appointment they could give me was November 27. What a way to end Thanksgiving weekend.

Thanks to everyone who left a comment on the accident entry. Physically, I'm okay, it's the psychological that's damaged. I just keep waiting for things to get worse and I have this constant anxiety. I think I've aged several years in this past month, with everything that's happened. I think I've been crying on a daily basis this past month and add to that the feeling that I'm letting everybody down and just being a general disappointment. I'm not saying this for anyone to feel bad or to pity me, I'm just saying it because it's the truth. So much has happened and I've done my best to deal with it, but I'm human and I have limits. One can only do so much before they crack.

Taking it one step at a time and I'm lucky that I don't really have much class this week. Ever since the accident, I've been wanting to skip class and I haven't out of sheer duty. But today is my day off. I was going to catch up on some school stuff, but I know I'm not capable of doing anything right now. I really need a break.

The accident wasn't my fault: it's the fault of the van that was blocking the lane and the view. However, since the van driver sped off immediately after he got a ticket, I'm the one that has to deal with the insurance stuff since I hit the other car. However, it's the van's fault: it's called "negligencia sin colision" negligence without collision. Oh well. I reported him to the company, we'll see what happens.

I'm just glad the semester is almost over. Here's hoping that things can only get better.

I think I'll go to the mall for a while and look at all the pretty things in an attempt to cheer myself up.